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		<title>Lost a Friend to Suicide</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 12 Nov 2011 13:46:58 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Joshua Guild</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[The following was written to the family and friends of Jacob. When you wake up one day and you realize that nothing was as it ever seemed it will devastate you. I have seen this illusion that I once called &#34;my&#34; life and I have been crushed by it. I am on the same journey [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Can’t sleep because I am alive</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 09 Oct 2011 15:48:26 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Joshua Guild</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Recently a dear co-worker of mine went from seemly healthy to stage 4 cancer only in a matter of months. I had regular conversations over the years with this co-worker because he played an important role at the office and as a friend. When I traveled back east recently on a business trip I saw [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Grasping, Suffering and Threats</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 31 Jul 2011 02:35:51 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Eliminating threats is not the realization of something new, but awareness of something that already exists. Our reactions to others is not about them&#8230; instead our reactions themselves are the enemy. Our lies to our self are the biggest threat. Our lies form out of our constant grasping. If we begin observing our own reactions [...]]]></description>
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		<title>What does it mean to be wrong?</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 31 Jul 2011 02:33:30 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Joshua Guild</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[There is no such thing as being wrong&#8230; only a journey that leads us all to the truth. Just as it takes failure to eventually succeed, it also takes being wrong to eventually be right. Wrong is a part of the journey that leads to right, so wrong and right are really one. In other [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Slavery Awareness</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 31 Jan 2010 15:51:38 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[We live in a world that represents the elite&#8217;s vision to harvest profit. Everything including education is designed to make us produce for the elite. We are slaves and most of us don&#8217;t even know it. There are a few elite controlling the masses via big government and via large corporations. The elite keep us [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The Truth About Church</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 16 Jan 2010 13:54:47 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Today I interpret everything on my own constantly facing new truths that combat old lies. I now realize the dangers behind mediators who have too much at stake to simply say I am wrong. I now realize the god they are serving has become money at some point, turning their once on fire churches into [...]]]></description>
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		<title>To My Unmarried Friends</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 16 Jan 2010 13:50:16 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[On many days I am not a God fearing man. Being a prince is a lot of pressure for an imperfect man to bare. How about we add the fact that the ideal man does not even exist, therefore God&#8217;s solution is the fact that He asks us to be merciful (meaning not punishing when [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The &#8220;ME SHOW&#8221;</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 16 Jan 2010 13:31:14 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[In the past I have been guilty of planning and producing the &#8220;Me Show&#8221;. The &#8220;ME SHOW&#8221; is about trying to be somebody when you feel deep down like a nobody. I find it easy to love and forgive those types of people because I know what it is like to feel like a &#8220;nobody&#8221;. [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Imposed Poverty is Slavery</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 16 Jan 2010 13:28:19 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[The majority in the world that make $2.00 or less a day actually have jobs&#8230;&#8230; hence we have greed. Greed will forever say more for less. This greed at one point brought American cotton farmers to support the slave trades, but today we refuse to call people paid $2.00 or less a day by their [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Wounds, Weirdness and How they Connect Us</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 24 Dec 2009 17:54:13 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[On a recent visit to my father&#8217;s house in CA my cat started doing something weird. As I was working at a desk I heard a clawing noise behind me. When I turned around I was surprised to find my cat sucking on a fuzzy purple robe and doing this marching motion with only his [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Law of Attraction Has Some Truth</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 24 Dec 2009 17:51:40 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#8220;As I Attract The Way, I Will Travel It&#8221; &#8211; Matthew Ward Explanation: People who constantly attract abusive people or who constantly end up in abusive circumstances (not knowing why) are self abusers. Only a self abuser could sit in an abusive church congregation and be completely blind to the abuse taking place. This is [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Heaven&#8230; Who qualifies?</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 12 Dec 2009 05:36:48 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[There is a running theme in many of the parables Jesus taught that makes the simple statement&#8230; &#8220;show up&#8221;. Show up for the wedding feast, show up to work, show up at home after a long journey that takes you to a place feeding pigs and even eating the pig food. Show up to the [...]]]></description>
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		<title>True Repentance Defined</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 26 Nov 2009 18:07:43 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[All the illusions I constructed my identity from became held in the ego&#8217;s death grip as my eyes were opened to the great contradiction known as my life. Now at this point I could either create a reason to continue believing lies (denial) or I could take a huge leap of faith by nailing my [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The Beast Within Us</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 12 Sep 2009 18:30:35 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[We all have appetites for something. I just got back from a business trip and spent a single night in Las Vegas a.k.a. sin city. After going to sleep in my hotel room at 10:10 PM I had a rude awakening. The drunk couple in the room next door started fighting. The argument they were [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Spiritual Blindess Looking Outward</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 01 Aug 2009 14:58:20 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Our imperfect human nature will subconsciously and naturally look outward to fill internal emptiness. Jesus said &#8220;Man shall not live by bread alone&#8221;. If there is a fire inside your house eating out is not the solution. True it is hard to find the time these days to reflect inward. Reflection and meditiation are often [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Faith in Illusion is Bondage</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 01 Aug 2009 14:47:44 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Faith in illusions is a bondage. I see people in chains every single day. Even somedays I find myself in chains. One way anxiety comes into existance is when we have more fear of our weaknesses then we have faith in God. The real Gospel is just as much about freedom then it is about [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Hearing God&#8217;s Voice</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 01 Aug 2009 14:00:48 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Meditation is disconnecting from the noise to hear the voice within. This voice is still and small so it requires the elimination of the chaos and focus. Some people live off what they know, but eventually this runs out. In the Bible David was on the run for quite sometime as Saul was trying to [...]]]></description>
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		<title>COMFORT</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 26 Jul 2009 14:09:37 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[What is comfort? We are not much different you and I because we both long for comfort. What is comfort? Some people may define comfort as a general sense of well-being. In todays fast pace world life has become very complex and filled with an increased number of things that can go wrong. Could comfort [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Power of Fear</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 27 Jun 2009 14:56:12 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[At the height of The Great Depression we heard FDR say &#8220;The only thing we have to fear is fear itself&#8221; in his first inaugural address. The power of fear is wrecking havoc on America right now. If people refuse to spend their money because of fear then we will lose more and more jobs. [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Collective Illusion Causes All Suffering</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 20 Jun 2009 16:46:28 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[In this world is a great illusion and like a machine it manufactures suffering. In an attempt to control the uncontrollable we collectively create all the problems in the world. People everywhere are trying to embrace something that does not exist. Solomon in the Bible called this chasing the wind. As we chase the wind [...]]]></description>
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